Wednesday, July 1, 2009

the sadness...T.T

wednesday,1th july,2009

Can i know the truth....are u really love me or what?.I really regret to be with u in the first place,i should listen to what my fren say about u,i should't trust you,i really though that u love me,but no is all the lie,i juz cant believe you that u will lie me,ply me,.....is very hurt when i say broke up...i keep crying in the toilet.....i am very regret to be with you....i juz wish all of this is juz a bad dream it never happen before...but when i close my eyes i keep thinking back that day on friday...i am very happy that day...but,is too late to regret i juz wish i can go genting or a high place to shout and rather die,because of you,u make it all up....this few days i keep thinking why am i so stupid,stupid to fall in love with you.....and i regret it....i hope times will go back and i will do the right thing i wont do the wrong thing but it will never happen...the last word i wan to tell you is"i love you".....but i don nid to say it anymore is too late.....your heart never have me inside it u juz got sze wei i person....i though i am in your heart but i'm not.....my fren all ask me why am i so stupid to die because of you....can u tell me why ah xiang?.....why i die because of you....can u tell me that...why am i so stupid to believe you....i very regret to fall in love with you i alsoo think myself is a stupid girl to fall in love witht he person that have a gf......now i know wht is regret is....juz hope everything will change fast and the time past faster i donwan my face like unhappy at school anymore i donwan to be sad because of you anymore....juz hope i can let u go....

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

MY FREN LIE TO ME BUT IT"S OVER

Tuesday,june 9th,2009

On 3th,i went out with my friends my frenz is call (leng jia,yen theng,ming hui,juan,mei ying,and me)....before we gone out my fren planed to tell me that they donwan me to go out with them...but they din't tell me because they scare that they hurt me so they planed to lie to me....they keep changing the days....but the day has already reach so i juz went out with them....if yen theng din't tell me that my fren lie to me i wont know it..but i rather donwan to know because after i know it i have a fight with all my fren...and i regret it....so i apolagize to them and become frenz again......and after that day we all put it down already but yen theng still don let it go and make it worse....and take revenge to my frens because my leng jia,ming hui,mei ying and juan donwan to be fren with yen theng....now tennage always like that de la.....^.^....because of the revenge...is yen theng din take the revenge may they will forgive her but when she write something on leng jia blog is too guo fen lioa...so cannot be forgiven....that all for today....many story still not yet write